Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Friday, 22 April 2011
I've been away for a while, and been nowhere at all
I can't get my head around my complete lack of motivation at times, how little I'll actually accomplish in such a large amount of time. How little I've accomplished in twenty two years. Every day, countless possibilities, yet we're caught in a loop, a sequence of repeated events over and over again. Entire lifetimes can be spent that way, with no time ever been taken to know yourself. To view the subconscious. When you come to look for yourself, it's near impossible to get past ideas, cultural distinctions, opinions, beliefs, desires and fears that have been taken on board via media and other peoples second hand view points. I don't know how to spend a day, what I should be learning and where I should be going, I'm entirely oblivious to everything, but I'm certain there is something missing. Some aspect of human nature that isn't taught, something to do with the need to explore consciousness and exist on a more spiritual level where sharing takes priority over competing. A situation where awareness comes to be deemed more important that knowledge. I believe without awareness our knowledge is destined to be destructive.
In all our progress we destroyed something very simple, but essential to our being. I don't know what it is, but certain plants and chemicals, certain activities can hint towards it. I believe it involves the reduction of ego in a world where ego is everything, the ability see beyond the innumerable terms used to move each individual further apart. We're alienated from each other and from ourselves, we should begin by first knowing ourselves and then work from there. To know ourselves we have to see past the terms we've been taught to think in, what we've been told is wrong, who we've been told wants to kill us, what we've been told is necessary and good for us. We need to see past our own birth names and the documentation that identifies us. LSD is is a chemical accelerator, it is by know means instant enlightenment, but an insight into just how vast and deep our consciousness it, how detailed it is in all its beauty and impurity.
It's weird, I spend day after day just thinking and planning. I think about how I'm going to break the constant loop, the subconscious fears, the urge to play by the rules. I tell myself I'll work in the system, awaiting the first opportunity to break out, but considering how much I've missed so far, I'll probably miss that too. I think so much, then when I come to transfer my thoughts to writing all the words escape me. I call myself a writer because I think so much about writing. Enough of that, I probably sound like a paranoid conspiracy theorist, I just feel deep down something really, very wrong is happening and until will shift the primary focus of our lives to awareness we will continue to destroy ourselves and others.
I want to keep this blog going but I actually have nothing to say. I keep trying to speak from my own perspective, avoiding second hand terms and ideas but it's near impossible. I'd like it if this blog wasn't read with the belief that these are the views and ramblings of one individual, but a representation of ideas possessed by many. I'm not important, this is just information I've processed and have now transferred to this page.
I love coffee. I wake up groggy, worn out and feeling generally run down every morning, but I like it that way. Because that feeling makes coffee all the more enjoyable, I think that's how we should live our lives. We should enjoy being imperfect, and embrace what we don't have in the immediate, because it's all the greater when we achieve it. This remind's me, I need a new caffetiere, (Have I spelt that wrong?) my friends brother bought a huge bag of coffee back from Ethiopia and I'm looking forward to trying it. It smells pretty awesome.
I'm starting a new job next week, I'm not totally looking forward to it, but I'm open to the possibility I might end up enjoying myself and will most certainly learn new things and meet new people. I'm already working on music compilations to play on the journey to work. Daniel Johnston is pretty awesome, just simple, pure and uplifting. Music is one of the most potent drugs, it is no anti-drug, you take in the sound, the vibrations and experience a magical, euphoric reaction. It is one of my favourite drugs.
The weather is awesome anyway, I'm gonna tidy up and get outside, maybe call up some friends and just walk round the park or visit the nature centre over the road. They have goats and peacocks. It's weird when you see animals like that together, I always wonder how they perceive each other. Thanks for reading anyway, I appreciate it.
In all our progress we destroyed something very simple, but essential to our being. I don't know what it is, but certain plants and chemicals, certain activities can hint towards it. I believe it involves the reduction of ego in a world where ego is everything, the ability see beyond the innumerable terms used to move each individual further apart. We're alienated from each other and from ourselves, we should begin by first knowing ourselves and then work from there. To know ourselves we have to see past the terms we've been taught to think in, what we've been told is wrong, who we've been told wants to kill us, what we've been told is necessary and good for us. We need to see past our own birth names and the documentation that identifies us. LSD is is a chemical accelerator, it is by know means instant enlightenment, but an insight into just how vast and deep our consciousness it, how detailed it is in all its beauty and impurity.
It's weird, I spend day after day just thinking and planning. I think about how I'm going to break the constant loop, the subconscious fears, the urge to play by the rules. I tell myself I'll work in the system, awaiting the first opportunity to break out, but considering how much I've missed so far, I'll probably miss that too. I think so much, then when I come to transfer my thoughts to writing all the words escape me. I call myself a writer because I think so much about writing. Enough of that, I probably sound like a paranoid conspiracy theorist, I just feel deep down something really, very wrong is happening and until will shift the primary focus of our lives to awareness we will continue to destroy ourselves and others.
I want to keep this blog going but I actually have nothing to say. I keep trying to speak from my own perspective, avoiding second hand terms and ideas but it's near impossible. I'd like it if this blog wasn't read with the belief that these are the views and ramblings of one individual, but a representation of ideas possessed by many. I'm not important, this is just information I've processed and have now transferred to this page.
I love coffee. I wake up groggy, worn out and feeling generally run down every morning, but I like it that way. Because that feeling makes coffee all the more enjoyable, I think that's how we should live our lives. We should enjoy being imperfect, and embrace what we don't have in the immediate, because it's all the greater when we achieve it. This remind's me, I need a new caffetiere, (Have I spelt that wrong?) my friends brother bought a huge bag of coffee back from Ethiopia and I'm looking forward to trying it. It smells pretty awesome.
I'm starting a new job next week, I'm not totally looking forward to it, but I'm open to the possibility I might end up enjoying myself and will most certainly learn new things and meet new people. I'm already working on music compilations to play on the journey to work. Daniel Johnston is pretty awesome, just simple, pure and uplifting. Music is one of the most potent drugs, it is no anti-drug, you take in the sound, the vibrations and experience a magical, euphoric reaction. It is one of my favourite drugs.
The weather is awesome anyway, I'm gonna tidy up and get outside, maybe call up some friends and just walk round the park or visit the nature centre over the road. They have goats and peacocks. It's weird when you see animals like that together, I always wonder how they perceive each other. Thanks for reading anyway, I appreciate it.
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
The Daily Heil continues to pursue its bizarre anti-cannabis agenda
The tragic death of a girl has been used by the far right bigots at the Daily Mail to promote the idea Cannabis creates psychotic criminals. The Mail is a notoriously conservative, often racist and a hysterically trashy news paper, its attitude towards cannabis is highly out of date and delusional. BBC3's 'Should I smoke dope' made front page news and prohibitionist, reactionary slug Peter Hitchens is a columnist for the paper. The headline places focus on the fact the murderer apparently smoked cannabis before committing his crime. A killer will be a killer with or without cannabis, at no point is this stated in the article.
Prohibition gives newspapers a great deal of moral influence, drug stories can help gather supporters and allow parasitic journalists to target and attack individuals based on their use of cannabis. There are stories in history of journalists selling cannabis to celebrities, just to photograph them smoking from afar at a later point. It was a newspaper that apparently sold out the rolling stones, sending authorities to a party they were holding, and smoking at. Drug stories can create fear amongst naive readers, as outrageous as it seems there are still people out there that consider the Daily Mail a credible source of information on cannabis. As science continues to prove the relatively benign nature of the plant and more people realise it's economic and environmental value, right wing press is required to take a moral stand. They will go to any lengths and will continue to lie if it contributes to the continuation of prohibition.
Prohibition gives newspapers a great deal of moral influence, drug stories can help gather supporters and allow parasitic journalists to target and attack individuals based on their use of cannabis. There are stories in history of journalists selling cannabis to celebrities, just to photograph them smoking from afar at a later point. It was a newspaper that apparently sold out the rolling stones, sending authorities to a party they were holding, and smoking at. Drug stories can create fear amongst naive readers, as outrageous as it seems there are still people out there that consider the Daily Mail a credible source of information on cannabis. As science continues to prove the relatively benign nature of the plant and more people realise it's economic and environmental value, right wing press is required to take a moral stand. They will go to any lengths and will continue to lie if it contributes to the continuation of prohibition.
Saturday, 9 April 2011
Saturday, 2 April 2011
When we grow...
Nothing that hasn't been said before, but it is always interesting to hear from different perspectives, cannabis patients and intelligent recreational users.
Please watch.
Please watch.
Hmm
We pretty much need a license to exist. We're advanced in the same way a modern computer is. I just sometimes get this feeling that there's something missing, or that there is something we've been taken away from. Like in everything we're taught a great deal of wisdom is lost and self awareness is almost entirely abolished. We've been cut off from the past and been given an idealised version of it, to suit those in positions of government and financial authority and in all our hundreds millions, the best we can do is protest. That's where the evolution comes in though, we can only continue down a destructive path for so long until we have to resolve the issue or adapt to it, and I think we'll all be high when things start getting better.
All this is opinion and half baked theory anyway.
I just heard Amsterdam makes £2.5 billion a year from cannabis tourism, I wonder how much the UK spends a year on prohibiting it and imprisoning innocent people...
All this is opinion and half baked theory anyway.
I just heard Amsterdam makes £2.5 billion a year from cannabis tourism, I wonder how much the UK spends a year on prohibiting it and imprisoning innocent people...
Thursday, 31 March 2011
Prohibition is anti-human
"It is not a war on drugs, it is a war on personal freedom."
History will not look back on prohibitionists with respect, and their 'war' is impossible, as it is a war against human nature and the natural world. They assume moral authority over another individual, they lie in order to enforce that authority and they ruin the lives of those who do not keep in line. Speaking philosophically, I believe we forget that we are human, we lose track of our human self in culture and the aspirations of others. We become our name, our ego, our taught values and absorb all the information we are given through various media whilst never pausing to consider what purpose it serves. Justification for Cannabis prohibition constantly changes, but still costs billions and still invades a very basic human freedom.
Why would any group or individual dedicate themselves to making a plant that has been used for over 2,000 years by humans and grows freely across the globe, a plant that has never taken a life and could potentially boost tourism and the economy illegal? None of that actually matters, as a human being there is no moral authority on this subject, a society that prohibits any aspect of nature is a paranoid and sickly one, fearful of personal freedoms. It is at war with its own species, not a plant or a chemical. Prohibition is only allowed to exist due to apathy and fear on a mass scale, we are lied to from a very young age, and then the lie is continued in television and right wing, tabloid newspapers.
Throughout history unbiased scientists have granted Cannabis with a pretty much clean bill of health, ill effects being so temporary and vague they're hardly worth considering. They have confirmed it is not cancerous, in spite of rabidly conservative Daily Mail articles, it has been confirmed first hand to have a multitude of health benefits. But the fact remains, none of this matters, as a human, born to this planet there are basic freedoms that are untouchable and unshakable, and to imprison and persecute one who has not harmed another dehumanises the victim of prohibition. As long as we fear the plant, or take the prohibitionist seriously we are animals, chained to the bizarre moral ideas of another man's foundation. Moral authorities assume themselves, and when their cause becomes futile they fabricate and exaggerate, stirring emotions, making people fearful of the contents of their own mind, binding them to carefully manufactured cultural values and the concept of family.
Whilst not as extreme as it once was, Cannabis prohibition still helps build public perception of what a Cannabis smoker is. Whilst I once would have been considered a threat to national security or part of a degenerative hedonistic sub-community, destined to become insane, I am now deemed unmotivated and unfit judge or my own mental and physical health. According to the television Cannabis smokers are usually working class teenagers who have dropped out of school to pursue their 'addiction', living in squalor. The other depiction of a Cannabis smoker is somebody who is mentally ill, the state of their mental health prior to smoking Cannabis is never considered, the emphasis is placed on the fact that this person is mentally ill and they also smoke cannabis. This trash is implanted in our sub-conscience over the course of years until we simply accept it, the idea we are being lied to is just unfeasable.
We are being lied to, history has proven their intentions to be insincere and their approach to be morally bankrupt and dishonest.
They do not care about your health, and if they did they would bring attention to Cannabis harm reduction techniques. I recall seeing a documentary in which a doctor goes on about Cannabis smokers coming into hospitals with punctured lungs, not commenting on whether or not they were also tobacco smokers or whether or not they were made aware of vaporising technology that is available. But as long as the fight continues to prove cannabis is good, cannabis is healthy, cannabis won't turn you into a murderer or manic depressive we will still be losing. Anti-prohibitionist defence is ignored by the mainstream whose lifestyles are still based on and sustained by television, the fact is, we have nothing to prove and nothing to be sorry for. I don't need to explain my lifestyle or accomplishments or ambitions to anybody, I am a cannabis smoker and what you do with that information is your business, your authority is your own illusion and all the money in the world won't win the 'war on drugs'.
We exist in a constant state of competition, conflict and fear. We compete tirelessly for the paper representation of wealth, against or fellow man as though this is the way to build a better and civilised world. All of our emotion and physical energy is dedicated to this one cause, from our first day at school until we die. We learn, we keep learning from a young age, and not once are we ever encouraged to learn about ourselves, our own consciousness or to develop a drop of wisdom. We take the paperwork that identifies 'us' seriously, the driver cannot exist without a license, a human cannot exist without the appropriate certificate and so on. We're lost in the madness of another's ideal, of our own individual fear and apathy. Cannabis does not fit into this scheme, it creates a closeness to nature and opens minds, changing our perception allowing us to laugh at what once made us cry with stress.
Prohibition has turned Cannabis smoking into a statement, one that is anti-establishment and says YES to basic human freedom. The place of cannabis in history and spirituality and political liberation is ignored by the mainstream so many can only perceive the plant as an intoxicant or a party drug, cannabis is not to blame in this situation.
I'd ask anybody who disagrees with the content of this article to explain how their knowledge could benefit me, what good is their higher knowledge to me, and who gave them the information they base their prohibitionist ideas on. Everything we know is learnt and second hand, I don't consider anything I have to say to be profound or new, but more importantly I don't believe anything I have learnt should grant me moral authority over anybody who has not led my life. I would not want to see anybody punished for refusing to smoke cannabis as doing so is a ludicrous invasion of personal freedom and choice, the reverse situation is exactly the same.
History will not look back on prohibitionists with respect, and their 'war' is impossible, as it is a war against human nature and the natural world. They assume moral authority over another individual, they lie in order to enforce that authority and they ruin the lives of those who do not keep in line. Speaking philosophically, I believe we forget that we are human, we lose track of our human self in culture and the aspirations of others. We become our name, our ego, our taught values and absorb all the information we are given through various media whilst never pausing to consider what purpose it serves. Justification for Cannabis prohibition constantly changes, but still costs billions and still invades a very basic human freedom.
Why would any group or individual dedicate themselves to making a plant that has been used for over 2,000 years by humans and grows freely across the globe, a plant that has never taken a life and could potentially boost tourism and the economy illegal? None of that actually matters, as a human being there is no moral authority on this subject, a society that prohibits any aspect of nature is a paranoid and sickly one, fearful of personal freedoms. It is at war with its own species, not a plant or a chemical. Prohibition is only allowed to exist due to apathy and fear on a mass scale, we are lied to from a very young age, and then the lie is continued in television and right wing, tabloid newspapers.
Throughout history unbiased scientists have granted Cannabis with a pretty much clean bill of health, ill effects being so temporary and vague they're hardly worth considering. They have confirmed it is not cancerous, in spite of rabidly conservative Daily Mail articles, it has been confirmed first hand to have a multitude of health benefits. But the fact remains, none of this matters, as a human, born to this planet there are basic freedoms that are untouchable and unshakable, and to imprison and persecute one who has not harmed another dehumanises the victim of prohibition. As long as we fear the plant, or take the prohibitionist seriously we are animals, chained to the bizarre moral ideas of another man's foundation. Moral authorities assume themselves, and when their cause becomes futile they fabricate and exaggerate, stirring emotions, making people fearful of the contents of their own mind, binding them to carefully manufactured cultural values and the concept of family.
Whilst not as extreme as it once was, Cannabis prohibition still helps build public perception of what a Cannabis smoker is. Whilst I once would have been considered a threat to national security or part of a degenerative hedonistic sub-community, destined to become insane, I am now deemed unmotivated and unfit judge or my own mental and physical health. According to the television Cannabis smokers are usually working class teenagers who have dropped out of school to pursue their 'addiction', living in squalor. The other depiction of a Cannabis smoker is somebody who is mentally ill, the state of their mental health prior to smoking Cannabis is never considered, the emphasis is placed on the fact that this person is mentally ill and they also smoke cannabis. This trash is implanted in our sub-conscience over the course of years until we simply accept it, the idea we are being lied to is just unfeasable.
We are being lied to, history has proven their intentions to be insincere and their approach to be morally bankrupt and dishonest.
They do not care about your health, and if they did they would bring attention to Cannabis harm reduction techniques. I recall seeing a documentary in which a doctor goes on about Cannabis smokers coming into hospitals with punctured lungs, not commenting on whether or not they were also tobacco smokers or whether or not they were made aware of vaporising technology that is available. But as long as the fight continues to prove cannabis is good, cannabis is healthy, cannabis won't turn you into a murderer or manic depressive we will still be losing. Anti-prohibitionist defence is ignored by the mainstream whose lifestyles are still based on and sustained by television, the fact is, we have nothing to prove and nothing to be sorry for. I don't need to explain my lifestyle or accomplishments or ambitions to anybody, I am a cannabis smoker and what you do with that information is your business, your authority is your own illusion and all the money in the world won't win the 'war on drugs'.
We exist in a constant state of competition, conflict and fear. We compete tirelessly for the paper representation of wealth, against or fellow man as though this is the way to build a better and civilised world. All of our emotion and physical energy is dedicated to this one cause, from our first day at school until we die. We learn, we keep learning from a young age, and not once are we ever encouraged to learn about ourselves, our own consciousness or to develop a drop of wisdom. We take the paperwork that identifies 'us' seriously, the driver cannot exist without a license, a human cannot exist without the appropriate certificate and so on. We're lost in the madness of another's ideal, of our own individual fear and apathy. Cannabis does not fit into this scheme, it creates a closeness to nature and opens minds, changing our perception allowing us to laugh at what once made us cry with stress.
Prohibition has turned Cannabis smoking into a statement, one that is anti-establishment and says YES to basic human freedom. The place of cannabis in history and spirituality and political liberation is ignored by the mainstream so many can only perceive the plant as an intoxicant or a party drug, cannabis is not to blame in this situation.
I'd ask anybody who disagrees with the content of this article to explain how their knowledge could benefit me, what good is their higher knowledge to me, and who gave them the information they base their prohibitionist ideas on. Everything we know is learnt and second hand, I don't consider anything I have to say to be profound or new, but more importantly I don't believe anything I have learnt should grant me moral authority over anybody who has not led my life. I would not want to see anybody punished for refusing to smoke cannabis as doing so is a ludicrous invasion of personal freedom and choice, the reverse situation is exactly the same.
Sunday, 27 March 2011
High sativa weed...whoa
This amnesia haze. I just took my mind apart and just evaluated my life up to this point from a thousand different perspectives, music sounded almost as deep and intense as it would on say, acid. At some points it got to be too much, depressing and unnerving even, then I played Funkadelics 'Maggot Brain' and closed my eyes and it was like listening to God play guitar. Either ways, I've woke up today motivated like never before, I feel like I've just had my eyes pried open, totally against my will, but for my own good it seems.
Fuck, the whole thing just caught me off guard, I need to fix my life. I've experienced a lot that I've set out to, in general living and drugs and enjoying myself. But I feel like I've got no foundations and I'm running out of time to start building them, I'm 22 and I feel really old, like I've lived my most valuable years without considering so many things. I've been single for about four years, other than a few one night stands and shit, I've had nothing. I feel like I'm to blame for this, 'cos I never realised my situation earlier. I've never held down a job for longer than a year 'cos I can just feel every moment being wasted and unlived, and every day it just feels heavier and heavier. I want to live, and I can't even begin to work out how.
Last nights session exposed me to my own situation and put all the responsibility into my hands, shit. Anybody else feel really lost and confused right now? Either way, tomorrow I'm going out to make some money, whatever it takes to get the ball rolling, so long as I keep all this in mind I'll do my best to ensure my time isn't wasted.
-SWIM
Fuck, the whole thing just caught me off guard, I need to fix my life. I've experienced a lot that I've set out to, in general living and drugs and enjoying myself. But I feel like I've got no foundations and I'm running out of time to start building them, I'm 22 and I feel really old, like I've lived my most valuable years without considering so many things. I've been single for about four years, other than a few one night stands and shit, I've had nothing. I feel like I'm to blame for this, 'cos I never realised my situation earlier. I've never held down a job for longer than a year 'cos I can just feel every moment being wasted and unlived, and every day it just feels heavier and heavier. I want to live, and I can't even begin to work out how.
Last nights session exposed me to my own situation and put all the responsibility into my hands, shit. Anybody else feel really lost and confused right now? Either way, tomorrow I'm going out to make some money, whatever it takes to get the ball rolling, so long as I keep all this in mind I'll do my best to ensure my time isn't wasted.
-SWIM
Thursday, 24 March 2011
Cannabis and the Ukulele
Man, just the idea of having an ounce and a ukulele, just the most chill instrument in the world. Something tranquil and otherwordly about it, its sound just suggests escape and positivity.
Anyway, I watched the documentary 'Grass' earlier this week, I was aware of racist campaigns against cannabis that were carried out by America in the jazz era, but did not realise even back then there was opposition in place. Not just liberal and progressive, but scientific and political. Politicians opposed to Ansligers hysteria and bigotry spoke against prohibition and were as ignored then as they are today. Money spent on Cannabis research, to prove its dangers, were unsuccessful and even in the 30's it was all set with a clean bill of health. Anslinger had all scientific research thrown away and accused the scientists of being communists.
Billions continue to be spent on anti-cannabis propaganda, prohibition and imprisoning victims of the drug war, but it makes sense that more money is also made due to prohibition. The Cannabis plant would be an immense rival to paper, oil, pharmacy and fabric companies, and would reduce the popularity of dangerous anti-depressants and opiates. Think of a world where people turn to THC to ease headaches, instead of aspirin, a drug which thousands die from using every year.
It will be mentioned in every pro-cannabis argument, but Cannabis has never killed anybody, ever.
Back then Cannabis could turn you into a Communist, or suggested being seduced by black culture. Later it could turn you into a psychopath, then an anti-vietnam hippy or a potential heroin addict. Years after that, you'd be deemed unmotivated and unfit to take part in society, making you worthless in a world where paying taxes means everything and employment is at an all time low. If they could still take the racist stand against cannabis they would, now they've just changed their game, that doesn't mean its not bullshit.
Currently playing;
Anyway, I watched the documentary 'Grass' earlier this week, I was aware of racist campaigns against cannabis that were carried out by America in the jazz era, but did not realise even back then there was opposition in place. Not just liberal and progressive, but scientific and political. Politicians opposed to Ansligers hysteria and bigotry spoke against prohibition and were as ignored then as they are today. Money spent on Cannabis research, to prove its dangers, were unsuccessful and even in the 30's it was all set with a clean bill of health. Anslinger had all scientific research thrown away and accused the scientists of being communists.
Billions continue to be spent on anti-cannabis propaganda, prohibition and imprisoning victims of the drug war, but it makes sense that more money is also made due to prohibition. The Cannabis plant would be an immense rival to paper, oil, pharmacy and fabric companies, and would reduce the popularity of dangerous anti-depressants and opiates. Think of a world where people turn to THC to ease headaches, instead of aspirin, a drug which thousands die from using every year.
It will be mentioned in every pro-cannabis argument, but Cannabis has never killed anybody, ever.
Back then Cannabis could turn you into a Communist, or suggested being seduced by black culture. Later it could turn you into a psychopath, then an anti-vietnam hippy or a potential heroin addict. Years after that, you'd be deemed unmotivated and unfit to take part in society, making you worthless in a world where paying taxes means everything and employment is at an all time low. If they could still take the racist stand against cannabis they would, now they've just changed their game, that doesn't mean its not bullshit.
Currently playing;
Jake Shimabukuro
Currently smoking;
Amnesia Haze
Sunday, 20 March 2011
Saturday, 19 March 2011
Argh
Think I'm going to be at Kanyini tonight, I just feel out of touch from everything and everybody, constantly broke and going nowhere. I feel like I've stopped knowing people, so I feel out of place at clubs and raves, like I don't belong and it shows. Kanyini is the kind of place everybody knows everyone too, where middle aged hippy looking couples distribute magic mushrooms and trade you acid for a hit on your joint. You get caught in conversations about 2C-x's and Terence McKenna, listening to psytrance in a room decorated with Buddhist artwork. I enjoy myself there anyway.
I'm just trying not to worry that I'm going nowhere until I have a direction to go in anyway. I've been putting together some short stories, when they're eventually done I'd like to distribute them somehow, just for some sense of accomplishment or recognition. When it will actually all come together is another matter.
I feel left behind since having dropped Facebook, I phone people and they seem surprised to hear from me, just calling somebody to say hello has become an archaic concept, dropping comments on a wall has replaced just dropping in on somebody to see how they're doing. I dislike the structure of Facebook and how it plays such a significant role in actual real life relationships, I'm sure there's an alternative still in place anyway.
I've got nothing to say right now, I just wanted to update.
I'm just trying not to worry that I'm going nowhere until I have a direction to go in anyway. I've been putting together some short stories, when they're eventually done I'd like to distribute them somehow, just for some sense of accomplishment or recognition. When it will actually all come together is another matter.
I feel left behind since having dropped Facebook, I phone people and they seem surprised to hear from me, just calling somebody to say hello has become an archaic concept, dropping comments on a wall has replaced just dropping in on somebody to see how they're doing. I dislike the structure of Facebook and how it plays such a significant role in actual real life relationships, I'm sure there's an alternative still in place anyway.
I've got nothing to say right now, I just wanted to update.
Tuesday, 15 March 2011
Saturday, 12 March 2011
Sidney Bechet
Watched an awesome blues documentary last night, got listening to Lucille Bogan and Muddy Waters today, and then strayed towards jazz.
Enjoy.
Enjoy.
Friday, 11 March 2011
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